Paperstains

I've written this death wish
To tell the following: Goodbye
Mother, could you hear my cries
Father, you sucker for believing my lies
Thank you for your inspiration
Without this will to live
I've bled out all motivation
Sorry for the pain this has caused
Don't pray for me
Just be happy
Your god tells you
I'm in a better place
What would I know
I've already lost this taste
What the fuck would I know
I've already lost this
Mother, could you hear my cries
Father, you sucker for believing my lies
Thank you for your inspiration
Without this will to live
I've lost all motivation
How I've waited
For this day
How I've waited
For this day
How I've waited
For this day
How I've waited
For this day
Please, clean up this mess
That I so gladly left
And no, no, no media
Now I'm alive
Now I'm alive
Please, clean up this mess
That I so gladly left
And no, no reporters, no more T.V screens, no media, T.V. screens, no, no papers, no, no, no, no, no
Where's your god now?
As my soul departs this earth
My cries are not heard
These walls close in on my existence
Send me your prayers
They burn so easily
Send me your prayers
I need to laugh
Send me your prayers
They burn so easily
Send me your prayers
I need to laugh
God?
Where's your god?
Where's your god?
As my soul departs this earth
My cries are not heard
These walls are, are closing in on my, my existence
Send me your prayers
They burn so easily
Send me your prayers
Where's your god?
Where's your god now?
As my soul departs this earth