I'm lying to myself.
Assuming that I had your heart.
And I wish I had the courage to say...

That it's alright, it's okay.
You're not special anyway.
I'm not scared, I won't cry.
I don't need you here tonight.

[chorus]
But it always hurts so much.
Everytime you walk away from me.
And I don't know why I sit here patiently;
Waiting here...

...For a love I'll never know.

I'm crying to myself.
Cause I know you're no longer mine.
And now since I've been on my own I can't say....

That I'm alright, I'm okay.
I don't miss you anyway.
It didn't hurt, I didn't die,
When you ran out of my life.


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    Wow... what a great song... It obviously has to do with how he is trying to act like he is ok, but is really in deep pain and he misses this girl greatly... Another great song like all of theirs... awsome song...

    whenyoucryimhappyon March 22, 2003   Link
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    yeah this song is pretty good but they definetly have better stuff...

    punkassportz88on April 19, 2003   Link

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