Thirteen times you fucked with my karma
And thirteen times I fucked on your dogma
You've taught me to hate
You've taught me to crawl

You raised your hand as you waved the bottle
You knocked me down, but it made me stronger
The harder you hit
The harder you fall

And this one's for my mother
What will I do without her?
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for the father
Who loves his middle daughter
Well, here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway

A free reign gave you ammunition
To play the game and fuck other women
And something just snapped
And cracked in my brain

Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me
You did it once
You'll do it again

And this one's for my sister
Who dared to denigrate it
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for my lover
The one who had to suffer
Here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway

Thirteen times (one)
Thirteen times (two)
Thirteen times (three)
Thirteen times (four)
Thirteen times (five)
Thirteen times (six)
Thirteen times (seven)
Thirteen times (eight)


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13 X Forever Lyrics as written by Shirley Ann Manson Douglas Elwin Erickson

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    I'm surprised nobody's connected this to sexual abuse by a father. That's what I hear every time I listen to this song.

    Aquarius121on June 09, 2012   Link

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