Benevolence

I see the way that you look at me I'm so confused that I cannot see
Don't know how to feel and I can't get away If I don't get out of this I think I'll go insane
Open up my eyes and I see you standing in the light with that same look that I seen when I shut them tight So scared and I can't think of words to say Every time you look around I think of how to get away Running through my mind everything I've said and done can't get away from-you- Don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do Everything I feel right now is because of you
I look up at you as you stare down I'm lost at words so I don't make a sound
Now my life flashes before my eyes No one hears my words or silent cries
Open up my eyes and I see you standing in the light with that same look that I seen when I shut them tight So scared and I can't think of words to say Every time you look around I think of how to get away Running through my mind everything I've said and done can't get away from-you- Don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do Everything I feel right now is because of you
I have so much that I have to hide You don't see what I feel inside
My whole life has been turned around late at night I hear familiar sounds
Am I gonna die Will you tell me now
When will I know Will you tell me how
I wanna know why Will you tell me why
Should I let go Should I say goodbye
Should I get up Should I run away
Should I take a chance To live another day
Don't know what to do Think I'll sit right here
Hold on tight And let death draw near
Look through dead eyes I see in your mind It's all in my head I CAN"T SEE
I can't see I can't feel