Turn On Your Mind

All I do is turn on my mind
And I see a perfect image of you
But in the background all I see is the hell that you put me through
To everyone else including him you were just another pretty face
But to me you were so perfect
Not a part of you was a disgrace
But you couldn’t see that
Chose him over me
But you may have seemed so perfect
So perfect for me to see
But I was blind to the hell that I was drug down into
I tried so hard only because I loved
Loved you for what you were
Not caring about how you looked
And every time I turn on my mind
All I see is a perfect image of you
And every time I turn on that mind
I see the hell you put me through
What did I ever do
What did I ever do that was so bad to you
Your bright hair
And your deep eyes
Are all the other people see
To bad it’s not like that for me
I can see your intellect
It’s things like that that make you perfect
Your so much more than another girl
So much more to me
I tried so hard only because I loved
Loved you for what you were
Not caring about how you looked
And every time I turn on my mind
All I see is a perfect image of you
And every time I turn on that mind
I see the hell you put me through
I wish I could make you see
Just a little of the hell I’ve seen
I represent all the horrid things you’ve done
I just want you to know that
Although I may be crushed inside I am not dead