Disease

I’ve seen everything in my life fade from gold to black
And what I used to have is never coming back
I gave you everything of me
And never was I returned a thing
I guess that is my fault (I am to blame)
(*speed up to go into chorus then go back to another verse*)
I’ve heard you talk about how much he cares
To bad your unaware of what is really there
There’s no room in his heart for anyone but him
And now I’m gone and I don’t see me coming back to you
My love is gone (and I don’t give a fuck about you)
My love is for another (but she is putting me through the same thing)
Look at me
I’m awful and a loser
I gave my love to one and now to another
They both have pushed me the same way
Lead me on
Until the next day
My love is gone (and I don’t give a fuck about you)
My love is for another (but she is putting me through the same thing)
How does it feel to be locked inside of something so real
But can never be
Anything more to me then an illusion of the past and future
Lost but can’t find
I’m trapped inside a surreal imagination that contradicts all truth and meaning
I sift your lies through all the truths and I can see what’s wrong
I can’t put up with all your shit
Gonna blow up before to long
Locked inside with all this shit
Break me out
Break me out
Break me out
Break
Locked inside of you and you don’t care
What is it like to not be there for me
What is it like to lead me on
Does it make you feel good to know you’ve done this
Broken me apart inside
Making me think you care
Your with him and I’m lost in despair
Can’t really find out what I need to do
Put my trust in someone I don’t know is true
My love is gone (and I don’t give a fuck about you)
My love is for another (but she is putting me through the same thing)
This disease called love
(this) disease called love
This disease called (love)