I've been watching me fall for it seems like years
Watching me grow small, I watch me disappear
Slipping out my ordinary world, out my ordinary eyes
Yeah slipping out the ordinary me into someone else's life
Into someone else's life

There's a thin white cold new moon and the snow is coming down
And the neon bright Tokyo lights flicker through the crowd
I've been drifting around for hours and I'm lost and I'm tired
When a whisper in my ear insatiable breathes
"why don't you follow me inside?"

Yeah the room is small, the room is bright
Her hair is black, the bed is white
And the night is always young
Is always young, always young
The night is always young

Yeah I've been seeing them strip to the bone in the mirror on the wall
Seeing her swallow him whole like it's not me at all
She holds out her hands and I follow her down to my knees
And the sucking inside insatiable smiles
"You will forget yourself in me"

Yeah the room is small, the room is bright
Her eyes are black, the bed is white
And the night is always young
And the night goes on and on
And the night is always young
And the night is never over and over and over and over and over

And this it's gone
And this it's gone
Yeah then it's gone

Yeah it's a cruel mean cold new day and outside the snow is still coming down
And in the blood red Tokyo bed I watch me coming round
She pulled him down for hours
Deeper than I've ever been
And as I fall in the mirror on the wall
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream

I'm watching me scream

Yeah I've been watching me go for it must be years
Watching me get slow, I watch me disappear
And one day, yeah I know, I won't come back at all
And always over and over in his ordinary eyes
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall

I'm watching me fall


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Watching Me Fall Lyrics as written by Perry Bamonte Jason Toop Cooper

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    My Interpretation

    Well, at the top level, it's pretty obviously about the narrator (remember, a song or poem in the first person isn't always necessarily about the person who wrote it) being seduced by a prostitute (most likely having stumbled into a red-light district late at night...I don't think I need to point out the imagery...definitely putting this one on my "sexy songs" playlist <g>), but the people who think it's about addiction certainly have a point.

    I would say this song is multilayered — like much of Smith's poetry, and whether or not the outer layer is about him (it could easily be just a metaphor and not based on reality at all), the deeper layers probably are.

    I find it intriguing how he feels like the character (Smith himself or otherwise) watching himself get corrupted by this sexy girl, as though he were a third party (spying on them or something — nothing here suggests a threesome).

    The girl comes across as so irresistible...kind of like a hard (i.e., addictive) drug. When you first try drugs you always feel young and healthy and in control. Same with a young man's first sexual experience ("deeper than I've ever been before)...especially a jaded, manipulative woman (like say, a prostitute). Even though he feels like she's giving him a wonderful experience, watching from the perspective of his future self he feels like he's just watching himself "fall."

    And then there's layer three...Smith's career. Here he is, looking back in time on his innocent young self, back in the '70s when he and his friends had just formed the band Easy Cur e. He probably thought that performing before an audience was great fun, and if he had fantasies of being a rock star, of going on tour and having fans all over the world, he could only imagine that being even more fun. He had no idea how stressful it could be. And then there was when they released their first studio album, "Three Imaginary Boys." He had no idea how to deal with record company executives, for example, how to stand up for himself when they wanted to place limits on his creativity or wanted the Cure to be more "commercially viable" as they viewed it (this was a problem that a lot of non-mainstream bands had in the '80s).

    On another note...I've always been curious about why there are so many Japan references in Robert's songs. Anyone know anything (or have any ideas) about that?

    GwiberWyrddon April 17, 2017   Link

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