Longing

How long has it been,
since---
I - WAS - ON - MY - OWN??
This world I'm in... until the end...
Everything that's w/ me,
is always what's so empty...
I'm stuck in this situation,
Stuck in your durations...
how - much - more - can i stand?
Before - I - Break down - again...
GOD FORBID, THAT I
LEAVE THE HOME, THAT I
GREW UP TRAPPED, IN A
FAMILY THAT HAD NO...
DIRECTION TO IT, AND
FUCK, I LIVED THROUGH, IT AND
GOD, I KNEW, I WOULD,
BUT - I - NEED - OUT!
This world that I'm stuck in... closing in...
WITH THE DREAMS, I HAVE
I SHED THE SKIN I HAD,
TURN MY BACK, ON THE
ONES WHO BROKE ME!
world - i - hate so - dearly -
this - world i hate - sincerly - and -
this - is - the - end - of, the life I was living...
the life i was living...
And now I start again...
w/ a new life's end...
again (x3)
AGAIN!!!
A shadow's open door taunts me to this new beginning...
a step out to the darker side of things...
i look into myself to see if i have any thing else,
but the only thing i see... IS TO LEAVE!
i need this thing,
just this one thing,
a new beginning,
to leave all the things i was...
This world i'm stuck in... CLOSING IN!!!
This world i'm stuck in... UNTIL THE END!!!