Feel Flows

this song is fucking beautiful and brilliant..this is what i think the songs about..hes depressed, and tired of being that way..hes trying to hide away from it and trying to look on a more positive light, but even though hes hell bent on emotionally changing for the better, his feelings of sadness still come up, therefore, being sad is inevitable..he knows that the only thing that can clear his emotional slate is if he just sits back, relaxes, and tries to gain peace of mind and clarity, that everythings gonna be alright..ill show you what i mean with the lyric bits: Unfolding enveloping missiles of soul Recall senses sadly Mirage like soft blue like lanterns below To light the way gladly Whether whistling heaven's clouds disappear Where the wind withers memory Whether whiteness whisks soft shadows away

is saying the following:

all the pieces of his soul that he has been keeping repressed or has not been dealing with, he is letting them unfold and come out, which is creating sadness and discontent. 'mirage like soft blue' i believe is refering to teardrops coming down, and he knows that the only way to feel better is to let it all out of his system and deal with it..what he doesnt know is how it will affect him in the future-- will he have changed his mindset? will he be able to wash his dark memories away, or will he still have a piece of sadness within him? feel flows, feel goes, is refering to the fact that no matter what, you can't hide from your feelings, therefore, theyre going to come out eventually.. Unbending never ending tablets of time Record all the yearning Unfearing all appearing message divine Eases the burning Whether willing witness waits at my mind Whether hope dampens memory Whether wondrous will stands tall at my side

is saying that as he goes over in his mind all of his memories he recalls sadness and longing for something in particular..he knows that if he decides to become fearless and just deal with his sadness and accept the fact that more disappointing things will come ahead in the future, then the burning from his current sadness will be able to wither away much quicker, or at least hurt less. Encasing all embracing wreath of repose Engulfs all the senses Imposing, unclosing thoughts that compose Retire the fences Whether wholly heartened life fades away Whether harps heal the memory Whether wholly heartened life fades away Whether wondrous will stands tall at my side Whether whiteness whisks soft shadows away the last verse is basically just pointing out the whole 'if i realize this is a part of life, then i can find clarity.' it's a peace of mind deal..he just hopes that he can find that peace of mind and comfort of contentness...this may be with substance usage, but im not a hundred percent sure..then hes saying, whether im able to clear my mind from memories and/or heal my senses, feel still flows..so to sum it all up: sadness is inevitable. we all at one point or another will be forced to face depression of some sort..we shouldnt let it get us down, or let bad memories plauge us..we must come to terms with them, accept them for what they are, and move along..