Seize The Day

Don´t know what it is, but I know that it ´s somewhere inside of my head.
Don´t know what it looks like, only know that it is driving me mad.
Whatever the cause, whatever the reason for it to be in me, maybe I´ll be like this until eternity.
I couldn´t let go of it however hard I might have tried,
I couldn´t get any control of it though I try to fight these thoughts in my head they´re only driving me mad,
I never see the good, I only see the bad.
I´ve gotta seize the day, so I can feel it !
I´ve gotta seize the day, so I´ll feel it, I feel it, I´ll feel it !
Don´t know what I wan´t, but I know that what I want is hard to get.
Don´t know what I have but I know what I would rather have instead,
whenever I feel this way I hate myself ´cause I can´t see,
today is my day how happy I should be.
I couldn´t let go of it, however hard I might have tried,
I couldn´t get any control of it though I try to fight.
I´m locked up in my head, I think I´d rather be dead,
I never see the good, I only see the bad.
I gotta know if this is real,
I gotta care for what I feel, ´cause what I am and who I´ll be,
it´s all my fault, it´s up to me !