Guilt and pain, haunting me everyday
Crushing me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
I'm tortured every night and day
It isn't in my control
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I
Snowy skies, far away still alive
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
I'm starting to realise
The fatal secret of my life
Isn't in my control
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole
You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole
I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole
No!
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I
Crushing me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
I'm tortured every night and day
It isn't in my control
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
I'm starting to realise
The fatal secret of my life
Isn't in my control
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole
I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I
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I hope its never about me
me neither. :@
it's kinda scary how well this fits a situation I'll probably always be in with a Nicole.
hehe my names Nicole too
I was thinking maybe its about an abortion (literally "I killed my baby but I loved her"), and the baby was going to be called Nicole.
I kind of agree with KIWOMYA except I dont think that the baby was going to be called nicole I think that the woman who had the abortions name was nicole because he says "I'm starting to realise The fatal secret of my life Isn't in my control
I said no, I killed my baby but I loved her"
and then later in the song
"It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole"
Pretty obvious to me that it's written from the viewpoint of OJ Simpson.