So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
I'm goin' crazy trying to keep you sane
Takin' my prescriptions, forging my name
I was happy this morning, ya finally got yourself dressed, eatin all the bacon
Its okay i was still impressed
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
Rooting though the garbage for treasures in the trash pile, seein my expression will always make you smile
Please don't touch my phone book, my friends are getting pissed off
Ya wake em I'm the morning, I'm acting like a jerkoff
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
Ooh-yeah-yeah
Takin' my prescriptions, forging my name
I was happy this morning, ya finally got yourself dressed, eatin all the bacon
Its okay i was still impressed
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
Rooting though the garbage for treasures in the trash pile, seein my expression will always make you smile
Please don't touch my phone book, my friends are getting pissed off
Ya wake em I'm the morning, I'm acting like a jerkoff
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
I love you, even if you don't
you've got your knife up to my throat, what do you want to see with me?
Ooh-yeah-yeah
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I love this song.