Sometimes I think I'll freak out. I'm apathetic. I act pathetic. I think I craked this time. Sometimes I think I'm schizophrenic, frantically feeling for a foothold, but I put it off. Falling faster, I'm looking for an answer. I'm coming up with nothing. You'll never get me down from this ledge. I feel I'm losing everything. Losing my mind. Losing my pants. Unplug me; you can send up anyone you want. I'm Phil's last stand. I see what's in front of me. It's just not what I want. I'm just gonna give up 40 more years of the same, and life would be so boring again. That's all I can see. I don't wanna feel that stupid again. What's wrong with me. I'm freakin.
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You left out quite a few of the lyrics, but I imagine you just picked this up from digger's website. Or the insert.
Phil wrote great songs, and this song is just about how unhinged life is, and how hard it is to live it. It's one of his best.