Useless

So I can fall asleep 
But it's all I've come to know 
Push me and you 
shoved like you always do 
But nothing's ever the same 
But how can I explain 
the damage you have done 
When all that's left is pain 
So I tried to stay awake 
And so I would try to stay awake 
And so I learned... 
Waiting in my room 
I'm lying on the bed 
Cuz outside is just too cold 
I turn the radio loud 
So I could fall asleep 
But it's all I've come to know 
So I tried it all for you 
I fucking tried your way 
And I don't like what I see 
Cuz I've been put to the test 
And faced all the rest 
And useless is all I'll be 
So I tried your way 
And don't like what I see 
And now I'm bored... 
Waiting in my room 
I'm lying on the floor 
Cuz outside I just don't know 
I turn the radio loud 
So I can hear me think 
But it's all I've come to know 
So I tried to stay awake 
And so I would try to stay awake 
And so I learned... 
I fucking tried your way 
And I don't like what I see 
I've been put to the test 
And faced all the rest 
And useless is all I'll be 
So I tried your way 
And don't like what I see 
And now I'm bored... 
(So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,
but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me)