I Have Won

I seen fortune laugh, divide in half, and run like hell from me
and she took her friends like love and hope but left me on feet
I don’t know what….brought…this pain and tragedy
All I know is I’m alone and that’s alright with me….
I have won. No man I ain’t done.
I have won Now I’ll scream it from my lungs
that I have won…I’ve won
Vision left me such a mess and turned out all the lights
and moved everything around my head and through some demons into fight
I don’t know why….I…was forced to live in black.
All I know is the things I knew ain’t ever coming back…..
I have won. No man I ain’t done.
I have won Now I’ll scream it from my lungs
that I have won…I’ve won
Have you ever bled in battle, have you ever bled in war
Have you ever bled beside the man who bleeds a little more
Have you ever had a bad dream, and you can’t wake up
and you twist and turn and feel the burn of all your old stuff.
I got armor made of broken dreams and weapons that I’ve grown
in dried out fields where rain don’t fall in a place I call my own
But I got ice….fire….runnin’ through these veins
so take a hit, I welcome it, cause I ain’t gonna break.
I have won. No man I ain’t done.
I have won Now I’ll scream it from my lungs
that I have won…I have won. That I have won. That I have won.