Whispers of A Long Goodnight

Looking down from up here. It looks like a thousand of the blackest graves.
I haven't ever been so overcome with tears. That I collapsed to my knees
outside your room. Your hospital room. And the flashbacks of what I
remember play over and over. Like a never ending horror. A flash and I see
you laying in the snow. And I still don't even know who I am. I can't seem
to gain control of my own mind. Someone else has taken over and I can't
seem to come to my senses. What happened back there? What happened
back there that had us staring into the eyes of death? This is all a black hole
in my mind. And all I know is that I keep thinking about it. And I keep on
crying, I just keep on crying. What happened back there? Remember all
those games in kindergarten. Please don't forget all those memories that we've
shared. And Casey please don't leave me here all by myself. What happened
back there? What happened back there that had us staring into the eyes of
death? The eyes of death.