In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
You're my father
I obey you
I want you to be my father
I want you to be my father
You know what i am
You know what i am
I want you to kill me
I'm weak:
Take what's mine
Make me feel good
Make me feel soft
Come into my room
Put your hands on my throat
Now choke me
We'll die
Make me nothing
Make me nothing
Be my father
Be my father
Think for me
Make it right
Think for me
Make it right
Put your hands on my throat
Choke me
We'll ride
I obey you
I want you to be my father
I want you to be my father
You know what i am
You know what i am
I want you to kill me
I'm weak:
Take what's mine
Make me feel good
Make me feel soft
Come into my room
Put your hands on my throat
Now choke me
We'll die
Make me nothing
Make me nothing
Be my father
Be my father
Think for me
Make it right
Think for me
Make it right
Put your hands on my throat
Choke me
We'll ride
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