So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
why do you love to lick my wounds?, why do you love to feel my pain?, why do you love to suck my life?, why do you look so motherfuckin dead......dead,dead. KILL ME I'M A DOPE FIEND, DO NOT TOUCH ME FOR I AM UNCLEAN! kill, kill me. screaming insects hail the queen. welcome the killer home, hold me close to your dead heart and let the rapist roam. put your bloody hands on me an whisper in my ear. burning bodies keep us warm and have for a million years. yea motherfucker i'm high, and i'm thankful just to be alive.
Lyrics submitted by tricky_dick
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and I'm GRATEFUL just to be alive