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(RING, RING)
(Hello? Aw shit, nigga. What the fuck time is it, man?
Oh god damn. Nigga do you know what time it is?
Aw shit, what the fuck's goin' on? You alright?
Aw, nigga what the fuck is wrong wit you?)
When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's 2
Who's to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not you)
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddah head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't,
I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me
Naw you wouldn't understand (nigga, talk to me please)
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in Beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
My baby momma kissed me but she glad I'm gone
She knew me and her sista had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak,
call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak.
I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches hawkin',
matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'.
(BANG)
(hey yo big...hey yo big)
Oh god damn. Nigga do you know what time it is?
Aw shit, what the fuck's goin' on? You alright?
Aw, nigga what the fuck is wrong wit you?)
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's 2
Who's to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not you)
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddah head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't,
I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me
Naw you wouldn't understand (nigga, talk to me please)
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in Beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
My baby momma kissed me but she glad I'm gone
She knew me and her sista had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak,
call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak.
I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches hawkin',
matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'.
(BANG)
(hey yo big...hey yo big)
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I think it's songs like this that really differentiate Biggie from other gangsta rappers of our time... I think most would agree much of modern day hip-hop consists of quite vapid and empty lyrics, primarily glorifying their own egos & sex, etc. I'm not much for feuds, but I always found 2pac much more self-aggrandizing and conceited than Biggie--nothing 'pac has ever done measures up, emotionally, to this song.
Biggie was really in a league of his own in his rapping skills and his honesty. I get the feeling listening to this song that music is actually a form of therapy, perhaps, for Biggie (or was). It's a shame that his violent predictions were so accurate. Hopefully through songs like this, he was able to release some demons before his death.
biggie claimed he was high when he wrote it. this is one of those songs that you dont just write for no reason. he is using suicide in the song to make the point hes not afraid of death. hes talking on the phone to get all the shit off his chest and admit what the deal is... like when he apologizes to his mom. the gun shot at the end symbolizes his confession and how hes got nothing to hide anymore.
Sometimes i'm thinking about suicide...and I listen to this song...so i'm thinking somebody else might be thinking about killing themself and gets to this song lyric. So if you're out there, do you man...I know how hard it can be... so far still alive, been thinking about this killing myself for 3 years now,
on a side note, BIG was like the babe ruth of rap....the first legend
Definitely have those thoughts, too. Don't kill yourself. :(
Definitely have those thoughts, too. Don't kill yourself. :(
Feeling pretty good since I wrote that about 7 months ago. Amazing what a therapist can do and AA. Thanks man. You dont hurt your self either!
Feeling pretty good since I wrote that about 7 months ago. Amazing what a therapist can do and AA. Thanks man. You dont hurt your self either!
one day at a time it'll get easier. think of the people who are gonna miss you, family and if they dont care i do cause im against suicide..i did it infront of my mom and not only was i hurt but wen i saw the look she had i regreted doing it...like i always say everything happens for a reason but you gotta meet that reason half way..keep going, move foward and never stop, it shows how strong you are..
one day at a time it'll get easier. think of the people who are gonna miss you, family and if they dont care i do cause im against suicide..i did it infront of my mom and not only was i hurt but wen i saw the look she had i regreted doing it...like i always say everything happens for a reason but you gotta meet that reason half way..keep going, move foward and never stop, it shows how strong you are..
last song in "ready to die" blows me away to listen to it. You cant deny biggies intense
I cant believe there like no comments on this song. This is my fav biggie song, its so good. Definently my fav song about suicide.
It'd be cool if you made a real comment if you really want people to comment on this song.
It'd be cool if you made a real comment if you really want people to comment on this song.
@Dismal My favorite song about suicide is "Kill Yourself" by Pink Guy.
@Dismal My favorite song about suicide is "Kill Yourself" by Pink Guy.
love this song.
I love how this son comes at the end of Ready to Die and Life After Death picks right up where this left off. Such a great song, one of his best
this is one of the best rap songs ive ever heard its kinda sad how theres only 8 comments for it.
how is there only nine comments? this song is amazing, obvs about suicide. probably my favorite song by biggie. so deep <3
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