While emotions try to come out
Desperately I seek in their path
A way so I cannot be outdone
And to finish this search for the meaning

To hide emotions cause a blow out
Desperately I seek their blast
A way so I cannot be outdone
And to finish this search for the meaning

I'm going to freeze
Is it my imagination?
It's underground

But I can feel it the same

What I need now
What I need is to live to hide
When you smothered my devotion
With your lies

And I feel now
As I did that time
That I'm wondering why
Still I make you cry

While emotions try to come out
Desperately I seek their path
A way so I cannot be outdone
And to finish this search for the meaning

To hide emotions cause to blow out
Desperately I seek their blast
A way so I cannot be outdone
And to finish this search for the meaning

Suffering while I'm depending on seasons
Roots under me are embracing the earth


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    This song helped me through a really rough time I was having with my friends. I don't know if anyone else will get this but here goes:

    I was in a situation where my friends weren't treating me every well at times but I was too afraid to say anything to them because I didn't want to hurt them and was almost afraid that I was just being paranoid and over-sensitive and there was nothing really wrong. In the end when I did confront them about it they got all hurt and defensive at me.

    To me it's about repressing yourself because you're afraid to hurt people even if they've hurt you: To hide emotions cause a blow out desperately I seek in their blast a way so I can not be outdone and to finish this search for the meaning

    Feeling unsure as to whether what you're feeling is really true or all in your head: I'm going to freeze Is it my imagination? It's underground but I can feel it the same

    And then confronting them only to regret it because they've become hurt and want to turn the blame on you again: What I need now what I need is to live to hide when you smothered my devotion with your lies

    And I feel now as I did that time that I'm wondering why still I make you cry

    Hope that made sense to you, guys.

    eveningthoughton August 10, 2006   Link

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