In my room
I'm alone in my room
And I'll be in for a while

And can't you see
I'm holier when I'm
I'm feeling good enough to try?

All the drugs that you bring
If they're antiquated beyond belief,
Might good enough to get me high.

Am I
Am I
My only only only friend that
I am, I?

Am I
Am I
My only only only friend that
I am, I?

In my gloom
I'm only in my doom,
And I'll be in for a while.

I used to think,
While I sit and wait for the phone to ring
That I'd be happier if I just am.

Only, only, only, only,
Only, only, only, only,
Only, only, only friend that
I am, I.


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  • +1
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    because heroin is so passe

    scotty_jefferyon February 10, 2009   Link
  • +1
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    the BJM on the other hand.....

    rickksbon May 10, 2011   Link
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    This song is probably the Dandies song I relate most to I think. He's talking about sitting in his room being lonly and in need of companionship but not really having the energy to go out and make friends. He justifies his laziness by thinking that perhaps he is the only friend he could possibly want. When I first heard this song I thought it said "Heroin my only only only friend that I ever want" which [obviously] is not something I can relate to but I was relieved to find out I was wrong.

    arcarsenalon July 18, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    You are aware that the Dandy Warhols are quite famous for taking lots of drugs?

    anamnaesison January 09, 2005   Link
  • 0
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    It's very very true. Sorry to burst your bubble, arcarsenal, but this song is probably his way of convincing himself that he doesn't need friends so long as he can get high

    MunkyManon March 15, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    Lonliness

    bkat004on October 09, 2005   Link
  • 0
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    I should actually write a bit more and say that this song is also a beautiful start to an album - mega beautiful

    bkat004on December 06, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    they do take lots of drugs but they're not on heroin...

    Lakemanon October 05, 2007   Link
  • 0
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    total junkies.

    M0NSTARon August 21, 2011   Link
  • 0
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    i'm on vacation, gotta change the station,

    koala5412on September 01, 2012   Link

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