This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
How can I fight for your country, When your country won't fight for me? How can I pray to your god, When you force me to believe? Fuck your schools, fuck your rules, Fuck you and your boundaries, How can you try to control me When you don't even know me? Numbers in the computer, The numbers are getting stronger, How can you glorify bloodshed? Don't tell me about sacrifice, You're god died for his sins, And now I'll die for mine. Fuck your schools, fuck your rules, Fuck you and your boundaries!
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Well I have to say I completely agree with this song... -lol- "How can I pray to your god, When you force me to believe?" I was recently forced to do my confirmation and I got a bad religion shirt witha crossed out cross and I have to return it, even if I don't even believe in God, cuz my whole family is religiously oppressed. But anyways, BigWig is a great band, i luv this song :P
Heyyy, i had to do that too!! but i was like mom,, i dont even believe in god,, and i was like fuck it,, we had a pastor penis n yeah,, i dropped out,,"How can i fight for your country when your country wont fight for me" they try to tear down the scene,, i dont feel free,, cant have our music up loud at all anymore,, when it used to be 11,,maryland laws suckit,,
uhm.. The "how can I fight for your country, when your country wont fight for me" is referring to the govt. that is just sitting back and doing nothing, while normal people get screwed out of simple things.. lol ithas nothing to do with how loud you play your music.
this is the fucking greatest song Bigwig song ever. Bigwig are my favorite band and this is easily their best song, lyric wise.
this song to me means you shouldnt be forced into the normal mold. that you should be unique and fucking rebel its a good song
i saw them in concert awhile ago with tsunami bomb, mest, and h20, and it was one of the best concerts i have ever been to! and it was cool because they all signed my shoe! haha! yeah this is my favorite bigwig song!
This is my fav. bigwig song along with Mr. Asshole. And what they say in the two songs is realistic. That's one of the reasons I like them. The beat rulez too.
I think the lyrics to this song are great, I think people should definately be allowed to believe what they they want to and be whoever they want to be without being harassed for it.
Awesome song. The meaning is obvious. I love the little ska part they put into the song. Hardcore plus Ska breakdown is awesome, just as in the song Capsule by the Suicide Machines
I saw Bigwig like two weeks after Sept 11th and they opened with this song. I think an eagle cried somewhere.