I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains

The night has fallen down the staircase...

I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
One Februrary night, we screamed our agonies
And I swear I tried to care
I tried, I tried...

But the icicles hung down like prison bars...

I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
One Februrary night, we screamed our agonies
And I swear I tried to care
I tried, I tried...
(And) I lost the will to fight...
The will to fight...
(I lost the will to fight... I lost the will to fight... I lost it... I lost it...
I lost the will to fight.)


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The Night I Lost the Will to Fight Lyrics as written by Matthew Ryan Maginn Clint Frederick Schnase

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    this song rocks hard.

    weezerific:cutleryon January 19, 2002   Link
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    awesome song

    lunch box angelon April 10, 2002   Link
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    this song is fucking beautiful. it envokes so much emotion in me. what would you kids classify cursive as? emo? hmm. bye.

    grrrlskouton April 15, 2002   Link
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    well i would classify it as emo and indie. i don't know, i just don't think it's possible to classify.

    lunch box angelon April 28, 2002   Link
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    This song is great. I've just discovered Cursive recently (without Kazaa, I would probably only be exposed to Nsync and the like). This song definately describes a love that wouldn't work out... I can relate to it pretty well. I always thought Cursive was emo, but like any musical genre, it's hard to define.

    Lisa18on June 21, 2002   Link
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    this is a great song to my opinion..but..to the people like "lunch box angel" and "grrrlskout" i have to say something..whats the need of labels? can't people just leave it at that it's just a good song, and why spend a second more trying to place a title on the band..there are needs of labels, but just not here..i am a girl, but i have to quote the greatest song writter on this one "..but people need guidelines and they need to put a label on stuff to give each other advice when they are passing songs."-Chris Carrabba..

    konstantine95on June 28, 2002   Link
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    is this song kickass? or is this song kickass?... thought so junior

    emo12PUNK12metalon July 02, 2002   Link
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    this song is super-fantastic

    crash&burnon July 12, 2002   Link
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    this song is really reminiscent of fugazi, just more indie and melodic. is it just me or does everyone relate colours to songs?? cursive are a light green band for me. maybe im just mad

    Lets_kill_musicon August 07, 2002   Link
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    i dunno about that colors comment... but this song does kick ass.

    teKion August 20, 2002   Link

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