This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Hunger drives me
It's got me by the reigns
I let it wreck me
Time and time again
I decided
To never ride again
I don't know
What happened
Dad, I broke my promise to you
If you're wondering where I've been
I thought I knew what I was doing
But I was wrong again
I understand, son
The fairer gender
They always turn my head
From sheer embarrassment
I'm nearly dead
It's got me by the reigns
I let it wreck me
Time and time again
I decided
To never ride again
I don't know
What happened
Dad, I broke my promise to you
If you're wondering where I've been
I thought I knew what I was doing
But I was wrong again
I understand, son
The fairer gender
They always turn my head
From sheer embarrassment
I'm nearly dead
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The Bells Lyrics as written by David Shannon Bazan
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I don't know what you all think about the meaning of this song. I think that it means that the hunger is the lusting after women. The women always cause him to turn his head. I think that it has almost killed him because he has either acted on the lust and had sex with the women or is tempted very strongly to. Dad could either be God or his earthly father. God understands because he always forgives. His earthly father understands lusting because all guys are tempted to do look at women unrespectably. What do you all think. I would like to know?
beautiful
"the fairer gender they always turn my head from sheer embarrassment i'm nearly dead"
it's obviously about lust and women, and how embarrassed he is that he has fallen into it just as all the other men have in the world
Sounds like a boy who is sex-trapped and despite being warned by his father, he lets himself fall back into it time and time again.
Too true. <Pedro3.
I would definately say its God. If for no other reason than I don't make promises to my earthly father to not lust. So, yeah I also think its about lust and sex. I didn't get the "i'm nearly dead" part.
I really really like this song, maybe because of pure relational meanings to me. Lust is hard for 18 year old guys who are trying not to. You feel so wrong and guilty. Satan would have you believe that your dead to God... maybe that's what he's saying, but you feel so very distant. But that's not what God wants. He hit it on the head "i understand, son". We're going to sin and probably do the same one a lot... but He's not leaving you... ahhh good feelings good song.
i agree with most of you about this song being about lusting after women. but i can also see what 'shirts and gloves' is thinking about this song being about a drug problem. i, too, went through a drug problem and lied to my father about it. i can totally relate to the line 'hunger drives me, its got me by the reins, i let it wreck me time and time again.'
but yes, the second verse definately leads me to believe that this song is more about lust for women than anything else.
the first time i heard the song, i was kind of half-listening, and all i caught was the chorus, and it kind of reminded me of the story of the prodigal son. after listening more thoroughly, though, i reached the popular conclusion.
Oh, but the Prodigal Son is an excellent thing to be reminded of by this song! The story is basically about the same thing as this song.
I share the view that this song is related to the Parabole of the Prodigal Son. FOr example, someone mentioned that he or she didn't understand the "I'm nearly dead" part – coincidentially or not, the "father" character in that parabole says that "(...) For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found". Also, Pedro the Lion has christian thematics, so there's a high probability of that being true, I'd say.