Mid-season Change

It's an autumn day right now inside my head and the leaves are turning brown outside
Summer now is dead and after all this time that I have had alone
I wish I could return to the place that I call home, but I know that I won't
remember when you played those songs of yesterday?
that bring back all the good times and the feel of better days
With all the dying ambiance my mind sits still, nostalgia sets in again
and takes me back to feel that loneliness inside me that reminds me of
familiar devil winds that blow into and through my soul
And now I'll never know... And now that I am here with eyes that swell with tears
I realize that there is something wrong with living in those days
I can't relive those autumn days