While I'm Still Writhing

Surgery come quickly surgery complete me make me forget who I am like reins of trade fright these fucking thoughts from my head the pattern collapses and rattling change marks the same it’s only so easy to say snap my neck draw out and extract refill my emptiness at cranial stem I tried to die for you your blood strangled mine I wanted it that way I severed limbs that don’t grow one anyone else and tried to kill you but killed myself