Who Is Freddie Cougar?

i chipped my tooth on a bottle lesson one the couch is cold I can’t flee myself anymore it’s not the same as when I pressed four leaf clovers in wax paper sink our own ships we must if there’s any trace it’s my fault where were you I could see as far as the last star the castor star best friends three years between dad’s pickup truck and piles of leaves flames nearly stole you through us away driftwood crash into me symbolize my suffering when I wake up smelling like the sea.