Twist and Turn

Lookin' outside my window
Feel like I'm lost in limbo
I cannot leave my temple
I cannot think that simple
Never know what im feeling
Everything's unappealing
I don't want anyone near me
I cannot let them steal me
One more day I can make it
I cannot sit I'm shaking
I wanna leave I'm pacing
Fill my backpack place it
But I feel I can't go yet
Many things I don't know yet
I cannot trust my own head
I don't feel i control it
I never felt this before
I'm falling but I'm standing on the floor
Said-I never felt this before
I'm falling but I'm standing on the floor
I twist and I turn, I toss, I wake
Every door is locked but i do not feel safe
I twist and I turn, I toss, I wake
Every door is locked but i do not feel safe
Don't, don't you take it away
I only feel myself when I'm afraid
Said-don't, don't you take it away
I only feel myself when I'm afraid
Yeah livin' in this confusion
I cannot think I'm losing
Maybe I find it amusing
Because it's all I'm choosing
Feel so mad i could riot
Ask me but I deny it
Feel I'm afraid to try it
It's easier to be quiet
One more day i can make it
Its getting hard to fake it
I don't wanna talk i evade it
Feel so mad i embrace it
I cannot stay I'm leaving
I will be gone this evening
Don't know what i believe in
Everything feels like dreaming
I never felt this before
I'm falling but I'm standing on the floor
said-I never felt this before
I'm falling but I'm standing on the floor
I twist and I turn, I toss, I wake
Every door is locked but i do not feel safe
I twist and I turn, I toss, I wake
Every door is locked but i do not feel safe
Don't, don't you take it away
I only feel myself when I'm afraid
Said-don't, don't you take it away
I only feel myself when I'm afraid
It's all a game