Watch You Leave

I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna let you down
I’ll lose it all
I’m tired of reaching out
For somebody else other than me
I’m gonna let you down
I’m gonna watch you leave
I’m awake in a nightmare
Paralyzed by a constant fear
I’ve been waiting for so long to tell you
I’ve been waiting for so long to let you know
I’ve let this go
I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna let you down
I’ll lose it all
I’m tired of reaching out
For somebody else other than me
I’m gonna let you down
I’m gonna watch you leave
Prototypical moment
It’s so visceral and surreal
I’ve been waiting for so long to fail you
I’ve been waiting for so long to let you know
I can’t let go
I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna let you down
I’ll lose it all
I’m tired of reaching out
For somebody else other than me
I’m gonna let you down
I’m gonna watch you leave
Have to make an attempt to see through
Colors spinning around inside your head
I started making amends
That lead to clarity of seeing red
I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna let you down
I’ll lose it all
I’m tired of reaching out
For somebody else other than me
I’m gonna let you down
I’m gonna watch you leave
I’m gonna watch you leave
I’m gonna watch you leave
I’m gonna watch you leave