Nothing Special

i think i'm gonna need a new disease
cause all the blood is bleeding out of me
thought i heard my body singing organ chords
it was just me talking to myself of course
i think i'm gonna need a new disease
cause I'm already sick of self harming
thought you heard my body singing organ chords
it was just another stupid fucking metaphor
you know i know
what it's like to be alone
punch drunk, sick host
crawl inside and make a home
nothing special
just all that it meant to me
downward spiral
suffocating apathy
i think i'm gonna need a new disease
cause I'm a mother bird regurgitating
please no fluffy feelings anymore
cause it just feels all the worse when i get bored
i think i'm gonna need a new disease
cause i don't know who I'm supposed to be
hope you love this silhouette i made for you
only had to cut my face apart to make some room
you know i know
what it's like to be alone
punch drunk, sick host
crawl inside and make a home
nothing special
just all that it meant to me
downward spiral
suffocating apathy
i have enough to eat
when the bugs are crawling around
meeeeeeee
don't need your company
when the bugs are crawling around
meeeeeeee
you know i know
what it's like to be alone
punch drunk, sick host
crawl inside and make a home
nothing special
just all that it meant to me
downward spiral
suffocating apathy