Self Pity (Ain't Pretty) (Demo)

Sitting in the dark all alone
Volume turned up, scrolling through your phone
Swipe away every message you see
Wondering "why don't you care about me?"
Worried about money and food and things
Empty pockets all filled with strings
Everyone telling you how to be
Telling you "this advice isn't free"
What you're doing isn't cool or fun, or entertaining
When you're using guilt as your play thing
We won't give you what you want
So now I gotta tell you
Self pity, doesn't make you pretty
We're all here watching you fall
You are the boy who cried wolf after all
We'll watch anyone shatter and break
Just because we know it's always fake
No more falling for tricks and lies
We can't see much when we close our eyes
It's tiring seeing the same façade every time
Maybe you should learn some different lines
What you're doing isn't cool or fun, or entertaining
When you're using guilt as your play thing
We won't give you what you want
So now I gotta tell you
Self pity, doesn't make you pretty
Throwing down the cans
Drinking from the bottle
Changing your plans
Spiral full throttle
Don't know what to do
No one pities you
Been a long time coming
Forcing yourself through a dark abyss
What you're doing isn't cool or fun, or entertaining
When you're using guilt as your play thing
We won't give you what you want
So now I gotta tell you
Self pity, doesn't make you pretty