Boy

I've been sitting on a secret
And I don't think I can keep it anymore
I've been hiding out in Northern California
Where nobody knows who I was before
Where they won't judge me in the morning
We were counting down
The music stopped
We were waiting for the ball to drop
I closed my eyes and I leaned in
I kissed a boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well, it wasn't on mine
I fell in love
And it wasn't with who I thought it would be
And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me
His lips were soft, I had no choice
I kissed a boy
Laying my cards on the table
I'll admit I don't know how to label it
You can think that I'm a hypocrite, that's cool
I'm just following my heart, is what is is
And only time will tell
If I will or won't do this again
Maybe I've changed
Or maybe it's just him
But I leaned in
I kissed a boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well, it wasn't on mine
I fell in love
And it wasn't with who I thought it would be
And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me
His lips were soft, I had no choice
I kissed a boy
I kissed a boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well, it wasn't on mine
I kissed a boy