Reload, Repeat

Breaking every bone to get to you
I always lose
Pulling every pawn to make a stupid move
You always choose
You see that I've had enough
A cancer that you spread around
You just wanna take the throne
Even if you're alone
Way back, I started to sink
No tears were shed for me
Was I awake or asleep?
Or just too blind?
We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload, repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul your so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away
I wanna set the tone start anew
With no excuse
Known it all along with nothing left to prove
You got me confused
Can't fix a memory
That ends with misery
I know it's hard to see
There's nowhere left to go from here
We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload, repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul your so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away
(Stay away)
I can't explain, the way that I think
It's like a bullet to my brain
I'll help you pull the trigger reload, repeat
Few shots of lead
Straight to the head
Round for round
I'll trade with death
Trade with death
We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload, repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul your so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away