Apologies

When every thought says “jump”
When every thought says “just give up”
How else can I survive
Another day of being alive?
Caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Runnin' through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka
Turn into a monster
Damage, baggage, turn savage
Do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em
Keep on sinkin', never hit bottom
All the love you tried to give to me was never enough
I'm sorry but, no amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
When every thought says "run"
When I can't stand to be someone
Who's done the things I've done
I'll blame it all on bein' young
Give me caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Runnin' through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka
Turn into a monster
Damage, baggage, turn savage
Do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em
Keep on sinkin', never hit bottom
All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, no
I'm sorry but, no amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no savin' me
I'm sorry, I'm all apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but
I'm holdin' anger like a hammer
Leavin' all who love me fractured
I'm so ashamed, I can't erase it
Nothin' you can do is ever gonna change it
(It's never enough)
All the love you tried to give to me was never enough
No amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no savin' me
I'm sorry, I'm all apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but