Yang: As Private i’s

They always find you all the time
I befriended my confusion quite some time ago, she tells me
Everything is gonna be all right, it’s alright
My senses make it real to me and all types of ways
‘till I’m so angry at my jealousy that I hold it inside my heart like it’s alright
Catapult my visions into realisms bosom
Dreams prefer cesarean, with plastic spoons and knives
That’s what you get when you’re praying masturbates, there’s no pleasure
So I evacuate my intimate states while screaming “oh how sweet it is to be loved by you”
The dirty rats who shoot me in the ass, so I don’t know what happens when I free my mind
Oh the cuts that you create. Let me be the martyr. Cause if I started to love you now
There’d be no end to you.
Oh, pick up my embrace, it lives without a reason
‘cause if I killed you now, there’d be no end to you
There be no end to you
Q my house of cards he sends me tears from outer space I’m wondering
Can I not enjoy the pains I find oh, it’s alright
Mirrors give me confidence in meeting myself, but I’m so terrified of being me
That I stay inside my heart like it’s alright, like it’s all right, babe
I’m trying real hard not to be exactly the way I am
For the next time I come here all I’ll bringin’ to this atmosphere
Is the will not to do it again. Understand I got neon King Kong standing on my back.
Can’t stop turn around, broke my sacroiliac. Trying to keep sealed where this brothers really at. To tell the new millennium “yo, what the dilly black”
You look cute in your stars and stripes. He said “are you coming out tonight“ “hell no“
That’s why whoever loves me will have to be my killer
Cause here I’m just a slave trying to be the N*gger
Oh, the cuts that you create. Let me be the martyr cause if I started to love you now. There’d be no end to you. Oh, pick up my embrace. It lives without a r the best