Reflect

Yeah, you don't care
You watch yourself break apart inside of you
It's so strong, you can't bear to follow through
Send all the kids outside to play
Under the sun in the yard
Made my bed I said goodbye (I'm scared)
I'm pulling so hard I can't move
Grit your teeth now taste the fear
Quick and easy there's nothing to it
Stare it down let's see who's right
Everyone's been trying to hurt me
Should have done this years ago
Sure was a long way to fall
Put the anger and the pain aside
I hate you so much I love you
Don't want to make it hard on you
Don't want to make it hard
Yeah, you don't care
You watch yourself break apart inside of you
It's so strong, you can't bear to follow through
Just push the reset and start again
I wish I knew how to love you
Don't want to pass on my curse (I'll fail)
I want to see my friends again
I don't love my own reflection
Someday he'll be just like me
(He'll be like me)
One life is enough to ruin
I can't help it it's who I am
The world is better off without me
I just can't deal with it all
I'm soft but hard on the inside
Callous like a concrete shell
Sorry I turned out this way
It's all my fault
Go ahead and just blame it all on me
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
SAVE ME (Stop backing away)
I take out all my soul
Build around my mind
Try to start over
Sleep to turn up time
Turn myself to stone
Don't feel anything
Want to fool myself inside
There is no one here
Send all the kids outside to play
Under the sun in the yard
Made my bed I said goodbye (I'm scared)
I'm pulling so hard I can't move
Grit your teeth now taste the fear
Quick and easy there's nothing to it
One life is enough to ruin
I can't help it it's who I am
The world is better off without me
I just can't deal with it all
I want to see my friends again
I don't love my own reflection
Someday he'll be just like me
(He'll be like me)
Yeah, you don't care
You watch yourself break apart inside of you
It's so strong, you can't bear to follow through