What Have I Done?

Flipping photos in my head
Makes me sick
All the others took my place instead
Said you love no one but me
And now I see
Telling lies can't save you now
No...
Cover me in dirt
Searching's never worked
Is it all for nothing?
Or am I the jerk?
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me
Familiar voices from the past
You just laugh
As if I'm blind to what you'd say
Repeating only what you know
All alone
Feeling beaten and abused
Being used
Cover me in dirt
Searching's never worked
Is it all for nothing?
Or am I the jerk?
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me
What have I done to change it
What have I done to stop the fighting
I can't stop crying
I'm still deciding
Wait beside me