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Prayed for myself, I never do
Reached for my thoughts
They were all caught up
In my mind I felt like a fool
All I wanted was thoughts of you
I thought about giving in
I thought about it
I thought about giving in
I thought now, but...
You cannot make my mind up
I thought I'd let you know, you know
Too tight to work it out
Ok, I'll start again
Left on the shelf
Drank with the flies
Lie on my back
Stared at a black sky
Burned through my clothes then touched my skin
Eyes stared at me, smiling
I thought about giving in
I thought about it
I thought about giving in
I thought now, but...
You cannot make my mind up
I thought I'd let you know, you know
Too tight to work it out
Ok, I'll start again
You cannot make my mind up
I thought I'd let you know, you know
Too tight to work it out
Ok, I'll start again
I've had this image burned in my mind
Blank stares like a poster child
Staring blankly you couldn't see that was eating at you
Was eating me
Eating me
Eating me
Eating me
I thought about giving in
I thought about it
I thought about giving in
I thought now, but...
You cannot make my mind up
I thought I'd let you know, you know
Too tight to work it out
Ok, I'll start again
You cannot make my mind up
I thought I'd let you know, you know
Too tight for it work it out
Ok, I'll start again
I thought about giving in
I thought about it (I'll start again)
I thought about giving in
I thought now, but...