Proud

Now I didn't get a chance to
To say goodbye
Like the way that i wanted to
And i didn't get to thank you for everything you did
(thank you)
For lying to my face
For wasting all my time
For being drunk again
(thanks you)
For making my mom cry
For screaming in my face
For everything you did to us
Im so proud of you
And i'd like to thank you
For giving me all i need
For planting such good seeds
And always being there for me
I'd say i miss you
But that would be a lie
Cause you were long gone before you ever said goodbye
And the way you make it hard to walk
And the way you hear me when im talking
And all those things i forgot to mention
Space is dark as the stars gather and start to form shapes
I thought i saw your face
And just just close my eyes
I don't need to mention the tears that are on my cheeks
I feel weak enough from tension built up for so long
With no one to console me
Oh make me feel better about this thing that's gone
That i hated for so long
Long enough to grow up
Skating fine lines around my family
And the way i see the days in back of me
And keeps me from better company
Kept and sold i lost my soul
So proud of you
And the way you make it hard to walk
And the way you hear me when im talking
And all those things i forgot to mention
All those things i forgot to mention
All those things you forgot to mention
All those things you you left behind