Control

I'm running out of time
I waste the day just waiting for a sign
I wake up in a state
I can't remember what I did the other day
There's nothing left
Nowhere to hide
Waking up from a sleep like suicide
Maybe I don't wanna
Maybe I don't wanna try
Maybe I don't wanna
Maybe I don't wanna know why
I want to lose control
I don't want to know
I'm not gonna try explaining it all
I wanna lose control
Don't care if I fall
I won't life a lie
So lock me up
Bye, bye
10 to 20 days
40 hours spend inside and wide awake
I should try to change
See the future and I know how it tastes
Maybe I don't wanna
Maybe I don't wanna try
Maybe I don't wanna
Maybe I don't wanna know why
I want to lose control
I don't want to know
I'm not gonna try explaining it all
I wanna lose control
Don't care if I fall
I won't life a lie
So lock me up
Bye, bye
There's no reason why I've lost my mind
I don't wanna know the meaning of life
And if I get left behind, I'll get by
Bye, bye
I want to lose control
I don't want to know
I'm not gonna try explaining it all
I wanna lose control
Don't care if I fall
I won't life a lie
So lock me up
Lock me up