Without a Second Thought

Without a second thought
I can't get out
I won't drop out
I know I sound insane but I cannot explain
Why I can't let it out
I can't get out
I won't drop out
An unbreakable chain, an endless circle of pain
But I can't let it out
It's there, I just pretend I don't care
There's nothing you can do about my worst nightmare
The guilt is buried deep inside
I'm pretty sure you know that I lied
I hide, the festering sore is shy
Don't seek it out, you don't know what you'll find
I won't risk disappointing you, oh
Without a second thought
I can't get out
I won't drop out
I know I sound insane but I cannot explain
Why I can't let it out
I can't get out
I won't drop out
An unbreakable chain, an endless circle of pain
But I can't let it out
I would rather die than to address
My shameful mess
Without a second thought
It's there, I just pretend I don't care
There's nothing you can do about my worst nightmare
The guilt is buried deep inside
Without a second thought
I hide, the festering sore is shy
Don't seek it out, you don't know what you'll find
I won't risk disappointing you
Without a second thought
I can't risk to lose you
Oh, without a second thought
Without a second thought, oh
I can't get out
I won't drop out
I know I sound insane but I cannot explain
Why I can't let it out
I can't get out
I won't drop out
An unbreakable chain, an endless circle of pain
But I can't let it out