Helen

I awake reborn
Free from the life I had before
But as I try to start again, the truth is plain to see
Have I lost everything?
I wasn’t a bad person, I just had bad options
I did what I did with the best intentions
But step after step I got further away from what
I really wanted and loved more than anything
You took the other road that didn’t need a king
And I’m all alone just looking in
You can’t love a dream and you can’t hold a fantasy
Everything, any time, anything that money could buy
We’d never want for anything again
But it didn’t mean nothing ‘cos I wanted you
Not the toys you left me with after all we’d been through
And I still don’t believe that you can really see
When you’re at war with the world
Everyone around you becomes a refugee
No, no, I’m not that man that you speak
No, no, how did I become that man you speak of
Someone tell me that this isn’t happening
I don’t deserve this, why is this happening
I thought I had it all but you’ve got so much more
But if I lose you there’ll be nothing left to live for
There’s nothing to say, its over
And nothing will change, its over forever
I had to make a new life while you lived yours
I said its too late, its over, just walk away