Life and Debt

I'm not one to let it go, but I'm under the gun.
I am valleys and peaks. We are queens and kings.
I see a flickering light. I watch the pendulum swing.
My world has been sold, I love you all.
Is this the saddest song?
Is this the setting sun or a changing of the guard?
Should I give up my hands? Should I give up myself?
'tis a labor of love. We are balanced on a disaster.
The distance is growing strong, and all along, we sang our song.
Never understanding this, I can't help with you and you can't help with me.
I might belong to the afterglow.
So where does all of it go? Is it all offscreen?
Just add another fold. Just add another ring.
Anothеr day goes by.
Another 100 years, but I can't, not, try.
I worship to be safe.
Is this the end of the scene?
I've found not, the gold.
As I hear your words, I find my own.
I never lost faith, but I maybe lost hope.
I worship to be safe.
The future is clearly unclear.
It goes from me to you, but not to me from you.
I push my heart aside. You're so hard to hold.
I disappointed myself and it's too late to go back.
I can't die anonymously.
I want a title wave, as we are balanced on a disaster.
I'll see you again.
Maybe next year we'll be better off and I can shake my hands.
Clear as I can, I try to tell you all but you can't understand and you might never
will so I'll just live in this song.