In My Brain

[Verse 1]
When I close my eyes, I turn into a giant
My thumbs are bigger than my thighs
Feet are following right behind
Then I try to call out
Someone I've never called to before
But I keep stopping myself, stopping myself
My voice gave out
You see
[Pre-Chorus]
My body like doesn't like to deal with pain
So I build a fortress in my brain
You see
My body like doesn't like to deal with pain
So I build a fortress in my brain
It's talking to me now
[Chorus]
Don't wanna live in the present
Don't wanna go back in time
Don't wanna be here forever
Middle finger to my future life
Don't wanna live in the present
Don't wanna be left behind
Don't wanna be here forever
Middle finger to my future life
Life, life, life, life, life, life
Life, life, life
[Verse 2]
I took a trip one time
It made me see the things I wouldn't
Made me believe in what I couldn't
I was finally seeing sky
And I try to explain, but I just look like Doc
Quantum physics in my eyes
Tried to feel like I could fly
But it, it was all a lie
You see
[Pre-Chorus]
My body like doesn't like to deal with pain
So I build a fortress in my brain
It's talking to me now
[Chorus]
Don't wanna live in the present
Don't wanna go back in time
Don't wanna be here forever
Middle finger to my future life, life, life
Don't wanna live in the present
Don't wanna be left behind
Don't wanna be here forever
Middle finger to my future life
Life, life, life, life, life, life
Life, life, life