Control My Sanity

I suffer, I beg, and I plead
I suffer, you do it for me
Case and point, slowly becoming what you want
Scared and nervous, what you asked for
Make me something I’m not
Could you ever believe that you’re the one who controls my sanity?
You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
You’re the reason I don’t want to live
What do we do from here?
The effort is lost once again
If I let you in will you still pretend that I need you for my head to be clear?
You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
You’re the reason I don’t want to live
You’re the reason I don’t want to live
Let me fall asleep, you’re keeping me up
I’m not counting on these sheep
I’m counting all the love I’ve lost, the days I’ve spent inside my head
I pray for death
(Give me a reason to want to exist)
You said id be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
You’re the reason I don’t want to live
I was just a mistake to your selfish ruse (Rewire my brain so I can’t choose)
A little too late, now I know the truth
You’re the reason I don’t want to live