S.I.S.

This sucks
But I’m here again
I hope it’sokay
To tell you where I’ve been
And I
Don’t have the words
To say where it hurts
But it just never ends
And I hope
This isn’t a weight to your load
But I don’t
Have anywhere else to go
It’s 3:05 in the morning and I can’t
Seem to get to sleep but
Good Lord knows that I’m trying
I just don’t know how to fight it
Another night
Pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink but
Don’t want you to see what I’m hiding
I’d rather just suffer in silence
Don’t know
How to ask for help
When I have found
I’m losing myself
And I don’t know where it all went so wrong
And it feels so selfish to say I’m alone
It’s 3:05 in the morning and I can’t
Seem to get to sleep but
Good Lord knows that I’m trying
I just don’t know how to fight it
Another night
Pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink but
Don’t want you to see what I’m hiding
I’d rather just suffer in silence
Then she said
Don’t underestimate these feelings you got
Coming up
Don’t give them too much credit
Cause they’ll start to lie when they want
And when the tough gets going might as well
Go and get tough
You’re my brother if you don’t got me
Then who do you got
You’re not a burden
I’m glad to know cause it seems like a lot
I swear to God my heart is breaking with you
Right where you are
And if I could you know I would crawl
Straight through the phone
And punch your face cause you know
That you’re never alone
Then I cried I wiped my eyes
Said I was coming home
It’s 3:05 in the morning and I can’t
Seem to get to sleep but
Good Lord knows that I’m trying
I just don’t know how to fight it
Another night
Pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink but
Don’t want you to see what I’m hiding
I’d rather just suffer in silence