Escapism

Sleazin' & teasing
I'm sittin' on them
All of my diamonds are dripping on them
I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'
I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I found myself in a shit position,
The man that I love sat me down last night
& he told me that it's over, dumb decision
I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
In fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin'
Now I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress & this shit is sittin'
Just heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the night club, sippin champagne.
I don't trust any of this bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' coccaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man whose on the same page
Now is back to the intro, back to the bar,
to the bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
Cause I don't wanna feel, how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Tu-tu-tu anything please tu-tu-tu
Have mercy on me, take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms,
I don't wanna feel
Talk this joint, how I'm blowing this steam
Back to my ways, like 2019
24 hours since my ex did dead it
& I got new man on me, it's gonna get sweaty
Last night really was a cherry on cake
There's a dark lady & I find them cripplin'
Excuse my state, I'm high as your hope
Say you'll make it to my bed
Get me hot & sizzlin'
If I take a step back to see the glass half full,
I at least is part of 2 peas I'm trippin' innit
& I'm already acting like a dead dummy
So I might as well stay sticking
Just heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the night club, sippin champagne
I don't trust any of this bitches I'm with,
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' coccaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man whose on the same page
Now is back to the intro, back to the bar,
to the bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
Cause I don't wanna feel, how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Tu-tu-tu anything please tu-tu-tu
Have mercy on me, take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms,
I don't wanna feel
[070 Shake]:
(What?)
Cause I don't wanna feel, like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel, like I felt last night, last night
How it reads, how it tastes,
two man I don't feel, no way
Two steps, so what, she's forward go face
So you want, night gonna escape
You're asking me my symptoms,
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel, how I did last night
I don't wanna feel, how I did last night
To-to- to do-to-to, anything please
To-to-to do-to-to, have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms,
I don't wanna feel
(I DON'T WANNA FEEL, HOW I FELT LAST NIGHT
I DON'T WANNA FEEL, HOW I FELT LAST NIGHT )
(HOW I FEEL, HOW I FEEL LAST NIGHT)
PRR,
Lipstick smudged like water
I don't know where the fuck I am
& who the fuck is drivin' the fuckin' car
Speedin' in the highway, sippin'
Mixin' the pills with the liquor cup
Fuckin', I lost
There's nothing to regret, other than this
Four pounded hack in my hand
Mmm..