Control

Early in the morning
I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly
I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel this pain
Hurts when I remember
And I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get
Cause I can't express how thankful I am
That's you were always with me when it hurts
AndI know you will understand
I don't wanna loose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna loose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming
But I know it's not
Trying to breathe in and then out
But the air gets caught
Cause even though I'm older now and
I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if
I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna loose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna loose control
I need you to know that
I would never be this strong without you
You've see how I've grown
You took all my doubt
Cause you were home
I don't wanna loose control
Nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna loose control
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore) anymore
Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna loose control