Pretend I'm Gay

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
I get burning shakes and I feel odd smiles [?]
Like […] out on my soul [?]
I find reason while it’s all worthwhile
But I can’t help feeling so cold
My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
My voice fell […] and my face keeps up [?]
My dreams become my fear
There’s so much love that I don’t want
Cause I just want you here
My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
There’s me in the night and me in the day
Ain’t no in between
One thousand souls fight for control
Of the man with the long gone dream
My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing’s wrong
Pretend I’m gay I’m numb to all this straight
The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing’s wrong
Pretend I’m gay I’m numb to all this straight
My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
There’s me in the night and me in the day
Ain’t no in between
One thousand souls fight for control
For the man with the long gone dream
My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back
The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing’s wrong
Pretend I’m gay I’m numb to all this straight