Windowpane

The cycle begins, you let me in
I let you down, my greatest sin
I fought this alone for several years
Guess things aren't as dismal as they appear
Been down on my luck
With no one to trust
It all begins within my head
It's never enough
Nothing left to discuss
I'd rather follow this trail of the dead
This psyche contains unbearable friends
That shout my name again and again
They say you deceive me, they say you don't care
On the grounds of my endless and ugly despair
Yes, I'm afraid that I won't change
I wear this mask to hide all the pain
Yes, I'm in chains and I'm estranged
Like I'm looking through the windowpane
The light, the light, the light is coming back
The light, the light is coming back
The light, the light is fucking coming back
The light, the light is coming back
The cycle begins, you let me in
I let you down, my greatest sin
I fought this alone for several years
Guess things aren't as dismal as they appear
Been down on my luck
With no one to trust
It all begins within my head
It's never enough
Nothing left to discuss
I'd rather follow this trail of the dead
The light, the light is fucking coming back